Today is one of those days. I’m struggling. It’s like I’m not completely focused on anything.
I think I have at least 3 different projects going on….well, I just started a post so now I have 4. Okay, I quit some of the other projects now to focus on my post so I’m done in time to watch Judge Judy (Don’t judge me. She’s awesomely entertaining 😛 )
It shouldn’t take almost an hour to post an album on Facebook but I’m so easily distracted. I went to look up the names of lilies then got sidetracked looking up other flowers and before I knew it so much time had passed but it’s done. I have pics up on my Facebook page but here’s a couple of the lilies I was researching. The featured image shows the fields of lilies. They were stunning! I could have spent hours photographing just lilies.
I went to meet someone to sell something I listed online but didn’t realize they were meeting me on Thursday until after I sent a message saying I was waiting then had to send another message explaining I messed up and would see them on Thursday. Nothing like walking a mile in 90 degree weather carrying an 18 x 24 inch picture frame 🙄
I went to send another message to someone forgetting you hit enter to send, so I sent someone half a message then had to finish it in another message quickly.
I just hate stuff like that because I don’t want people to judge me. I know that sounds silly but it’s true especially when corresponding with people I don’t know I really agonize over everything I type.
Now that I’ve complained about those couple things I realize everything really isn’t that bad. It’s funny how sometimes you can amplify the little things in your mind but when you write them out or try to explain them to someone you realize…..the stuff you’re whining about or freaking out over is kind of petty, okay really petty.
I’m just allowing myself to feel overwhelmed by my situation. I was so energized and optimistic when I came home from the interview but now every day that passes without hearing anything I lose hope. I’m really trying but it’s a constant struggle. I seem to do best when I stay busy so I’m planning a quick walk tonight after dinner.
Tomorrow I don’t have anything planned yet but I think I’m going to go to the gym then head out to the gallery to see if I’ve sold anything yet, maybe swing by the salon too. I need to drop off my Goodwill donations. Look at that, once I start thinking of things to do I can come up with all kinds of stuff, think I’ll start a list while I watch Judge Judy 😀
Here’s a few more pics from my walk yesterday plus a pic of the baby quail I saw this morning! I know the people following on Facebook and Instagram have seen these but the baby quail is worth seeing again, so cute!
Sunset with the moon overlooking the fields Sunset with trees Venosa Violacea, beautiful vine flowers. I love purple so these are my new favorites. This is one of my all-time favorite pictures. I was just glad it came out the way I wanted it to and can’t wait to make this one into a large print.