Unfortunately I don’t have Gale to look after my blog for me so I’ll have to settle for a formal announcement that I might not be writing as much in the upcoming weeks; however, I’ll still be here and I’m setting a goal to post at least once a week while I’m in training.
I’ll be in training all week then home briefly on the weekends. This will go on for 4 weeks. The way I’ve been describing my emotions is nervous/excited. I’m nervous because it’s something new but I think once I get through the first week it’ll be better. I’m mostly just nervous about the first day. Even as a grown up I feel like it’s going to a new school and all the anxiety that goes with it. I wonder if I’m emotionally ready.
Are the other people going to like me? Will I go to the right place? Am I going to understand the material? Will I do well in the class? Will I make friends? What am I forgetting?
Even as I sit here knowing I have several hours before I hit the road I’m so nervous!!!!
It’s just how I am and in some ways I accept that I’m a person who freaks out. I’m attempting to channel all this nervous energy into excitement. Yesterday I channeled it into cleaning and I’m loving how clean my apartment is right now.
Unfortunately I have to abandon my freshly cleaned apartment and fluffy cat (both of which will be turned over to a friend) to learn more about my job. It’s approaching the time when I really have to start getting ready, which basically means the time when I start anxiously roaming my apartment trying to make sure I have everything together.
I’m excited to see what the next few weeks bring and I’ll do my best to keep you guys filled in on how it’s going. I saw there’s plenty of parks where I’m staying so hopefully at the least I’ll be sharing some pics.
Enjoy the rest of Sunday! Have a great week! 🙂